soRRy DEaR

smalam gado lagek..past few daes kiter asyek gado jek..tak tau kenapa sey..i dun blame hym 100 percent la cos i did knew dat me too having moodswing dis few daes..nak kater uzur,tak uzur pulak..haiyoo..stress ah..smlm i mintak die break...i dunno y..sumtymes i will juz said it out without thinking any further..susah sgt nak control..but afta few minutes i will regret it myself..its not easy to be apart wif hym..although he hurt me,i will naver hate hym..kadang2 jek i ckp i benci die..tapi tu sume kater2 yg tak masok otak..ikotkan sgt haty i yg marah..entah la.haty i ni susah sgt nak bace..i sendiri tak paham haty i n i dun expect him to undeerstand me too..at tymes i will feel dat he dun love n care bout me..n biler i pk negative sume i akan buat benda bodo..i will do sumtyng dat he hate alots..but afta dat i feel regret doing dat..its soo complicated ryte???i tried to think positive but the wae die layan i laen sangat..all i want is his attention!!his attention is much more important den anyting else..

for u dear''i noe dis month i been very2 stupid..i asyek buat benda yg menyakitkan aty u..i sendiri tak tau kenape...secare jujur i cakap,takder 1 jantan yg ley gantykan tempat u..walaupun kadang2 i kater i benci u,i menyesal cinta dgn u n mcm2 lagek..u takmu amek haty..tu sume kater2 kosong yg bukan dary haty i..haty i ni sebenarnye terlalu syg sangat pat u n i tak sanggup u luperkan i even for one second..as i said,i cuma nak perhatian u jek..i mintak maaf kalau i da bnyk susah kan haty u..i hilang n tak contact u for one whole dae..bukan i sengaja nak buat gtu tapi kerana i stress sgt...abit,i sayang u tersangat2 nyer..i mintak maaf sume kesalahan i..i taknak berpisah dgn u...i nak u sayang i jek sorg..i tak nak u pk pasal benda laen..plz takmu busted i..i taknak kena mcm dulu lagek...i harap u ley lupekan sume ape salah yg i da buat..i promise not to repeat it..''